Sitting down in our groups I was feeling a nervous enthusiasm for what lay ahead. In our groups we were to devise a resource that any of us would have found useful from day one at University. Each group were given an envelope with various stationery items with which to create their resource. Not long into this task we noticed that other groups appeared to have less items than us and others a vast selection. We wondered whether this was a mistake, did the teacher need to know, why were we given less than others? I felt that this was unfair! During the task the teacher appeared to favour 2 groups over others and I felt instantly as if we, as a group, were not doing a good job. At the end of the task the two ‘favoured’ groups were given excellent marks, ours an average mark and others a very poor score with comments reflective of this. I was embarrassed by this and felt that the lowest scoring groups were treated unfairly despite being at a disadvantage to others. It made our group feel less than enthusiastic and low in spirits.
However, we soon realised that this was part of our lesson . We were to think about bringing equality and equity to our environment and how, without this, there was a feeling of social injustice, lack of integrity, trust and respect and professional commitment as covered in the Standards for Registration. Looking back, the practical nature of this lesson gave a first hand experience of being in a deprived situation.
I realised how important it is for everyone to be treated equally and to be given the same levels of enthusiasm and commitment. For the same resources to be made available to every child and indeed, more so for those that may need extra help through SEN or who may be, for some reason, further behind in their studies. Our Tutor appeared to have a biased professional attitude to those at a distinct advantage , when that happened I was disheartened, making me realise that I would never want to make any individual feel like that. It got me thinking about, when I eventually go into a classroom, how I will try to motivate and inspire others taking all individual needs into concern. On reflection I can see that not every child will come into a classroom setting feeling like they are on the same level of the playing field as not everyone’s experiences of life are the same. Our aim as Teachers is to work towards narrowing this gap, for if we do not, a consequence of this will definitely be hindering the well being and learning journey of all our pupils and becoming part of the problem not the solution.
